September 21, 2004

Dedicated to Lisa and BuddhaJones

The first time I read BuddhaJones must have been shortly after she put it up. It was like looking at a bad accident. I was horrified, but couldn’t avert my eyes. When my book came out, the SGI-USA blew me off. I wondered how I would let the members know I had written a book on Buddhist healing. A friend suggested that I approach her about an interview to promote my book.

That discussion led to a published interview and an article or two. Lisa asked me if I would consider being a regular columnist. I didn’t agree with all the things on BuddhaJones, but one thing was for sure, it wasn’t lame. I decided to give it a try. Early on, I submitted an article entitled “Good Times - Bad Times.” It was about my opinion on the SGI and some experiences that I had. Lisa thought the article might cause big stir.

As a writer, working with Lisa is a pleasure. Her editorial skills are exceptional. I need a good editor like a German Shepard needs a leash. Lisa was a good handler. Based on recent events, I have decided to reprint that essay. Actually, what you’ll be reading is the original draft I sent her.

As many of you know, Lisa pulled her SokaCult website recently. Rev. Greg and others also dragged her through the mud with me. I have heard rumors that the organization has put pressure on her because of her alleged disclosures. We have never discussed such things. What I do know is that freedom of speech is our vital right. As Abraham Lincoln once said, “Figures lie and liars figure.” Even though Lisa’s site is gone, others could take her place - overnight. There are a number of high profile people I know who are ready to pick up where she left off if need be. I’m one of them.

Charles Atkins

It’s Time to Cut Out the Crap...

It’s Time to Cut Out the Crap

Someone asked me recently, “What the hell are you doing?” Apparently he didn’t like that I had publicly expressed some of my frustrations with the SGI-USA regarding my book, Modern Buddhist Healing on the hugely popular BuddhaJones website. “You’re destroying all your good fortune!” he said. I continued to listen carefully. “This is going to come to come to head…you’re going to….”

I stopped him in mid-sentence. I don’t like curses, and that was a curse on me. We do that a lot. I’ve done it myself. One of my favorite books is Be Careful What You Pray For, You Just Might Get It, by Dr. Larry Dossey. His book is a historical analysis of how our words and thoughts can act as a curse on ourselves and especially others. When someone says, “you will be punished” or “you will destroy all your good fortune,” they have established themselves as an authority on life and the future – having an esoteric knowledge that you obviously don’t have, and they are in fact issuing a curse on you. They are probably just trying to warn you of going down a perceived bad path and are not really trying to hex you, but the result is the same. Some might also say that believing in curses is ridiculous, but I might direct them to the Lotus Sutra, which clearly says curses are returned to the sender. What to do? Oh yes, chant daimoku and communicate to the Gohonzon that you need protection from well meaning people.

Let me just start with an admonition to everyone who wants to avoid trouble, censure, and being looked down on by the group. Do not criticize the SGI for any reason. I hope that’s not a curse.

For thirty years I have kept my mouth shut, looked the other way, and served the organization like a dutiful son. Make no mistake. I love the SGI. It was there for me when I was just a floundering, spaced out hippie aspiring for enlightenment. NSA (now SGI) taught me a viable religious practice that brought stability to my life. The SGI taught me to see beyond my small vision of the world and made me realize that I was a Buddha. The SGI gave me an opportunity to help other people find meaning in their lives. I could go on and on about what a wonderful Buddhist practice we have and the good things learned. In my heart, I have always felt that our intentions have been good.

Then why have I decided to question the current hierarchy? The reason for my stance is that I vowed to practice and protect the teachings of Nichiren Daishonin throughout my life. It is the Daishonin’s Buddhism, the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas of the universe, and the dharma of Nam-myoho-renge-kyo that I serve. The SGI is the organization that gives a practical framework for the perpetuation and dissemination of Nichiren Buddhism. Although worthy of respect, it is not an object of worship. When any religious organization starts to believe in its own infallibility or that it is beyond criticism, it becomes authoritarian and oppressive. To paraphrase the Nirvana Sutra, “Follow the Law not persons.” For this reason, I have chosen to honor the Buddha and express my restrained personal opinion for a few articles, of which this is the last. I want my readers to know exactly where I’m at and how I got to this point. My prayer is that the Daishonin’s Buddhism as practiced in the SGI becomes the great hope and salvation of mankind. We should all respect the fact that accomplishing this will be an unprecedented task. Our biggest challenge is not priests, heretical religions, but ourselves. Using the threat of hell that is implied in religious doctrine, ours included, is a powerful way to keep people in line for the cause. Religious metaphors can be very controlling things. When we lose the ability to think for ourselves, we can be used until there is nothing left, discarded, then forgotten.

I will not become an angry voice for the divisive that seek to disparage or destroy the movement that gave me wisdom. Reform is what I stand for. However, the Buddhism that is being practiced now is not the same one that attracted me three decades ago. I have seen it slowly erode into a movement that has placed my beloved mentor, president Ikeda, before the Daishonin. Meetings and publications have become about him more so than Nichiren, or Shakyamuni, or the Gosho or Lotus Sutra. I assume that the reason for this is because president Ikeda is the final word and supposed embodiment of the Gosho, sutras, and wisdom of the Buddhas. I have gone to meetings where the word Nichiren or the Gosho were never mentioned once, but president Ikeda’s name was mentioned by every person who spoke. There seems to be some equation for leaders that by invoking president Ikeda’s name and guidance, the more you say it and use his words, the wiser you appear and the more brownie points you get with the universe. This whole matter baffles me. There is no one in this world that I love and admire more than president Ikeda – no one. But he is the mentor not the prime point of Nichiren Buddhism. Or is that the lesson I missed?

And then there are our publications, especially the World Tribune. The coverage and level of adoration expressed for the mentor is so extreme as to make it unfit for anyone with even a shred of objectivity. Perhaps this approach is logical if you are trying to get the members to think of nothing other than president Ikeda. I need to think of other things too. What I do know is that there will be no mass appeal in America for a religious movement that is centered on a living person who we have already deified in print and speech. We have auditoriums and places named for him while still alive – a trend that seems bizarre to me. We have now instructed the members to pray for him in our prayer book. I send president Ikeda daimoku anyway out of love and respect, but why make us do it as a formal part of our practice? It seems inappropriate to formally pray for a living person in this way. How much adulation do we give a living person and not call ourselves a cult or at the least, misdirected? Does president Ikeda want such adulation? Where does the line between profound respect and worship intersect? I am very uncomfortable with what we have become.

I began to grow conflicted a long time ago. Because of my study of the Gosho, I became superstitious anytime a thought or observation ran counter to the thrust of the movement. If I disagreed, I stifled it. If I became angry about something, I was reluctant to bitch about it in fear that I would be committing slander. Those who know me well would point out that I was always outspoken and difficult to get along with, so you can imagine how other, more subdued members felt when activities or guidance seemed absurd.

I would like to get a few things off my chest – observations and frustrations that have accrued over the years that have in one way or another moved me to question the legitimacy of the organization that I loved with all my heart, like my parents. However, I know all parents are not wonderful. I loved my parents and they were raging alcoholics. Some may say that what happened to me or even you is all a matter of interpretation and that if your faith is weak then you will only see the negative, never seeing the real truth or value. I have been warned that questioning or challenging the SGI is a devilish function of the mind. It seems to me that allowing yourself to be convinced that questioning or criticizing a religious movement is tantamount to slander, that is a devilish function. I am not a whiner or complainer. I am a writer with a point-of-view, and here are my final thoughts on what pushed me to an independent status.

My love for Nichiren Buddhism is boundless. I owe a debt of gratitude to those who came before me and brought the Gohonzon into my life. Just prior to joining NSA in 1974, I had a dream of president Ikeda singing to me on a hilltop in my hometown. My dream was an omen that signified I had finally found the right path for my life. Being a new member at that particular time was very exciting. There were parades and culture festivals, the community centers were overflowing with the power of youth, and there was a spiritual energy that permeated our movement. The training was strict and the enthusiasm was infectious. It was common for me to do activities seven days a week and love every second of it.

My seniors were grooming me to become a leader. They’d point out my many faults and tell me to challenge my lazy nature. I studied the Kaimoku Sho for one full month, following up all the references every year now, since 1974. It was not uncommon for my leaders to yell at me in front of the group as an example. I could take it. Sometimes my leaders would ignore me as if my efforts and existence were negligible – probably to test my seeking mind. Their treatment only made me want to do more – to advance in the three ways of practice. I became just like them, only I had no tact, little humility and no substantive experience. I yelled at the members and pretended I knew more about Buddhism than I did. I really didn’t know how to be a leader and people didn’t seem to want to follow me. In truth, I never had all the qualities needed to be a Buddhist leader, but they kept appointing me anyway. Perhaps the only quality that I did have was a willingness to do activities every day without begrudging my life. I didn’t know how to say “no.” I had a superstitious fear that I would be damned if I went against the grain of the SGI because it was the true vehicle of Buddhism for the Latter Day of the Law. I was in constant turmoil inside my life. I never wanted to be accused of having weak faith, so for decades I threw myself into every activity I was asked or told to do. I feared missing gongyo or meetings. What I lacked in leadership skills – which was a lot - I more than made up for with a sense of responsibility and the ability to chant lots of daimoku. No matter how much I did, it was never enough.

I studied the Gosho and president Ikeda’s guidance, no matter how tired I was, even if it was only a single line. This is still my attitude. I chanted hours upon hours of daimoku and challenged all my personal obstacles with the belief that one day I would be happy. Over the years I learned all the mottos and slogans we still throw around. I became fanatically superstitious that if I missed gongyo or didn’t live up to some organizational goal that I would be ineligible for benefit. Through it all, I grew as a person in terms of what I could endure but never felt any happier. My careful study and desire to meet the thundering call for more and more shakubuku caused me to become a self-righteous zealot of the most extreme kind. Even though we are now supposed to ooze with compassionate tolerance, somehow I missed the boat long ago thinking that my role was to swiftly dissect the religious philosophy of anybody who would dare to engage me in spiritual discussion. I know that’s wrong now, but that’s not how we were trained. I have had to seriously re-educate myself from being a doctrinal ninja into a reasonably tolerant person. I was so focused in on our rightness that I would pray for Jehovah Witnesses or Mormons to knock on my door so I would sharpen my claws on them. That’s never the way we were supposed to be – or was it?

My biggest thrill was having the opportunity of spending copious amounts of time around president Ikeda when he came to Chicago in 1980 and 1981. I was assigned to the position of toku betsu (security) chief and vowed to protect president Ikeda with my life if necessary. I would have jumped on a grenade if need be. What an eye opener that was. I never saw people’s personalities change so much as when president Ikeda came to Chicago. We ran around like squirrels trying to cross a busy road. Outwardly I acted like a secret service agent, cool, all business and tireless – even when forced to stay awake for days at a time.

My leaders expected complete obedience from me because sensei’s life would be in my/our hands. They got it. The security group I led was 50 top youth division leaders with that proverbial “fire in the belly.” In 1980, a mansion was rented in the exclusive area of Lake Forest, Illinois. After my leaders inspected the home and property I was summoned from the hotel command center about ten miles away. The onsite leaders explained that the homeowners had a big dog and the entire backyard was full of dog crap. We were ordered to clean it up in case president Ikeda decided to take a stroll. I remember feeling that I couldn’t possibly ask my people to do something that I wouldn’t do, so myself and another reluctant volunteer, in our best suits and shoes, walked the one acre yard with a roll of hand towels and a couple of large garbage bags scooping up about fifty pounds of dog crap in various degrees of freshness. I wondered why the seniors who discovered the problem didn’t take care of it themselves. This was truly a memorable faith activity for me. I kept thinking I was “bodhisattva ankle deep in dog do.”

By the end of that movement, my assistant chief had disappeared to do his own thing – watch TV in his hotel room, I think. Women’s division leaders quietly appropriated all but five or so of my original security people for other duties. My own senior leaders berated me in gruff voices for not having my security shifts filled. I went to my hotel room to chant only to find out that my room had been assigned to some senior leaders. I tried to find another bed, but all the rooms were taken. I went to find my rent-a-car to go back to community center but it was reassigned to someone else. I hadn’t slept in 72 hours. I finally found someone who would let me stay in their room. I sat down to chant and couldn’t stop crying. No one cared. When it was all over, I was proud to have been a part of it and led a safe and successful movement.

In my years with the SGI-USA, I have few regrets but numerous moments of discomfort with how things were said and done. I developed some lifelong friendships and have been able to advance my life tremendously. I’ve tried to ignore a lot of the ugly times because I felt that to see them as negative, there was something wrong with my faith or attitude. There has been lots of that kind of denial in me because I was afraid that by speaking out on organizational errors or injustice, I was slandering the Law. I still don’t know if I was just plain stupid when I carried $140 in World Tribune and Seikyo Times subscriptions for disinterested members when I could hardly pay my own rent or feed my family adequately. When I put my foot down and refused to pay anymore I was told that I had the wrong attitude.

During that period in the 80s, the pressure became explosive all the way to the top levels in Chicago. Sadly, I remember driving 50 miles one-way into Chicago after work, eating fast food in the car and fighting rush hour traffic for a senior leaders meeting. Some members had come all the way from Wisconsin. The Gohonzon room was filled with hundreds of leaders. The central figure, who shall remain anonymous, grabbed the microphone after gongyo and asked in an angry, drill sergeant voice, who was late? About a dozen or so honest members raised their hands and he began shouting like a scene reminiscent from the movie, Bridge Over the River Kwai. He berated them for being tardy and not taking their faith seriously, and then he had them stand against the wall for the duration of the meeting like naughty children, as an example of their lax attitude. The leader then yelled at two people in the front row for not having serious enough expressions on their face, literally screaming that they should “get out!” We were all frozen in place. He then told us that we had to drive into Chicago and report firsthand to him every night what the World Tribune numbers were until we met our chapter goals, even the people from Milwaukee some 100 miles away. I felt like a coward because in my heart I wanted to tell this leader what a jerk (off) he was. I left the building feeling awful – a coward who didn’t stand up for the members. I wondered how my father would have reacted. He had been a solider in the South Pacific during World War II – you get the picture. Having been the recipient of severe language in my youth division training, I thought this display of out of control authority might be a fluke. But that wasn’t the only time such a reprehensible thing happened. Suffice it to say that this person was transferred from Chicago. No one I knew was very upset to see him go.

The strange thing is that I’m all for the SGI. I’ve had some wonderful times and I’ve shut my eyes to some really insipid things, all in the name of kosen-rufu. Being human beings we’re allowed to make mistakes, but we’d better not talk about that openly. My problem has been that I have looked the other way for most of my thirty years of practice assuming that my leaders knew what was best and we were going in the right direction. Was I seeing things all wrong? Being an American without scholarship and marginal experience in faith, if I saw something was not right, like Pac-man shakubuku where we went door-to-door like Jehovah Witnesses, it was my misperception. There was never anything wrong with the SGI. I was wrong. I believed that. My faith was too weak, I thought. When we were told to protect the priests with our lives because they protected the Law and soon thereafter, they were the destroyers of true Buddhism, I accepted that at face value and started remonstrating because I believed we were right. Time has given me perspective. Now I have a different understanding.

I was trained to do shakubuku and refute all other religious teachings, but now we are inclusive. We cooperate but don’t compromise on spiritual matters. Over the past three years I have somehow managed to turn off the switch that made me a narrow-minded fanatic and see the world in a more open way. Life is beautiful again. We talk about engagement with other religions, but it is more of a photo op to make us look inclusive. In my mind there is nothing further from the truth. We are the “chosen ones” predicted in the sutras, and all the other teaching on the planet are heretical and will one day be assimilated – that’s the real vibe I’ve always had. We’re just biding our time until the world sees our superiority – and they will. It has been exceedingly difficult to break that mindset, but I have finally done so and I am a much happier person now than I ever was as a leader.

Perhaps the primary reason I have made this turn about came from reading our own publications and listening carefully at meetings. Let me preface what I am about to say so there is no mistake. President Ikeda is my mentor in life. I love him and his guidance has been a blessing to me. However, someone at some point has turned president Ikeda into the true Buddha. Our publications are all about president Ikeda. If he hasn’t written the article his name and guidance is invoked on nearly every page. At the meetings it’s rarely about the Gosho or Lotus Sutra, it’s about president Ikeda. We’re comparing him to King and Gandhi. What’s next, Jesus? There’s no question in my mind that president Ikeda is one of the greatest people of the 20th century. It’s like a steady diet of lobster for thirty years. Too much lobster or anything else will make you sick. It’s too much. The American public will not embrace the SGI-USA on any substantial level if it doesn’t wake up and start teaching and practicing the Daishonin’s Buddhism. We have made president Ikeda into a living god. He will always be my mentor. It’s his commentators that disturb me.

I have met most of the top leaders in the SGI-USA and like most of them very much, on a personal level. I also owe a debt of gratitude to the organization and would never try to disparage the Daishonin’s Buddhism. In fact, I am deeply committed to promoting the Daishonin’s Buddhism. I believe that the world needs the SGI. People need this wonderful practice. But something is wrong. Where are the youth? We have not been able to create the mass appeal that attracts youth. Without successors of significant number, the movement will wither and fade away. Critically thinking adults may be compelled by the beauty, simplicity and greatness of the practice, but are frequently turned off by the workings of the organization. My opinion on what’s wrong with the SGI-USA is that we have moved away from Nichiren and Shakyamuni as the prime sources of inspiration and doctrine and replaced them with president Ikeda. In my mind it is true that no one of us can compare with president Ikeda. His body of work and brilliance mark him as a Buddhist legend that is on par with any of the great ones in history. With that said, there must be room somewhere for contemporary Daishonin Buddhists to shine. Everything can’t be about president Ikeda. There must be thousands of members of accomplishment that have original things to share. Our publications need to be balanced and we need to showcase our many voices.

When I shared this article with a person of wisdom, I did so because I was unsure of what good it would do. To what end? How would this writing of my personal opinions benefit anyone? In fact, it would probably anger some of those in power and many others who only think what they have been conditioned to believe. The wise person told me that I was still superstitious and didn’t understand the spirit of Nichiren or Shakyamuni. Was Nichiren fearful when he remonstrated with the government and other Buddhist sects? Was Shakyamuni fearful when he took on the Brahmins? Did Martin Luther hesitate when he took on the Catholic Church? Religion will not change for the better without being challenged. Buddhism was born out of this process. Nichiren Buddhism exists because one man had the courage to stand up against the establishment and speak the truth. If our heart is true, we should never be afraid to speak our mind.

I close these observations with a prayer for all those who have been hurt, driven away from Nichiren Buddhism by well meaning but overzealous leaders, and other wise screwed over by priests or the organization. If our organization is truly self-reforming, I am hopeful that we can survive and flourish. We all know that this wretched, dangerous world we live in needs a powerful religious movement aimed at peace and enlightenment, to keep us from blowing ourselves up. I always thought that could be us. I pray for us to become a great religion. The world needs us.

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September 10, 2004

The Wisdom of Ram Dass

“Be Here Now” was the logos for a turbulent time. Like many of my generation, I read Ram Dass with great interest, usually in an altered state back in 71. Ram Dass inspired me to pursue the path of spiritual discovery that I’m still on today. Ram Dass aka Richard Alpert and Timothy Leary were professors at Harvard University. They began using and proclaiming the virtues of entheogens like LSD in the 60s in a very public way. Leary assumed the role of psychedelic provocateur, seeking to build and lead a new counter-culture. Both were expelled from Harvard, which only furthered their fame. Richard Alpert traveled to India in search of enlightenment and returned as Ram Dass, advance scout of Western higher consciousness - people like me soon followed.

With the use of psychoactive substances, many of the 60s generation opened up to Eastern religions like Buddhism, Hinduism, and Taoism, not to mention Shamanism and the host of Western earth religions. As time passed, most understandably discarded such esoteric traditions for the allure of capitalism and the values they had once rebelled against. Decades have now passed and quite a lot of us find ourselves in a quandary. Many of us thought we understood what life was all about – but we really didn’t and still don’t. Faced with the basic sufferings of aging, sickness, and death, we find that superficial knowledge and materialism offer us scant practical protection when facing serious illness or in the decay of our twilight years. Death, the great unmasker, is the most formidable reality of all and we don’t have a clue how to deal with it. Ram Dass was there for us when we first embarked on our quest and he’s here for us now with the wisdom of age and transcendental experience. There is the unmistakable ring of truth in his words.


Still Here: Embracing Aging, Changing, and Dying (Riverhead, 2000) is the most important book I’ve read for those trying to understand their own journey into old age and the challenges that come with it. There’s nothing comparable to it in the SGI catalog that I’ve read. Ram Dass, whose name means servant of God, is a Hindu who practices mindfulness meditation, among other things. For Buddhists who get hung up on the idea of God and concepts such as the soul, his writings may seem heretical. Please get over it. Read between the lines and find what you need to advance – and there’s wealth of germane guidance. Wisdom is wisdom, even if you regard it as patently provisional. Once we open up our minds to the insights of other teachings, our life is improved. If you’re reading this blog that’s proof you have openness to ideas out of the mainstream. I’ve found that the really cool discoveries in life aren’t in the mainstream, they’re off the beaten path – but don’t get yourself lost.

One of the most important practical ideas that Ram Dass presents is the Three Levels of Being. This principle is of great value to us because a shift in our psychological perspective enables us to weather suffering, gain from adversity, and find peace of spirit, even at death’s doorstep.

The Three Levels of Being are: Awareness (atman), the Soul (jivatman), and the Ego. Picture a target and its bulls-eye. For most people, the Ego is in the center circle, the soul surrounds the Ego in the second sphere, and the atman of supreme awareness is beyond the border of soul, encompassing all phenomena. This perception is the same as God and heaven is “out there.” The Ego, which constructs the universe around itself from early childhood, is our biggest problem later in life because it obscures who and what we really are – Buddha, God, et al. It’s the Ego, terrified of its own dissolution that causes us to fear death. It’s the Ego that thrives on attachment. It’s the Ego that fortifies individuality and causes us to see our life as separate from the environment and others. Through our practice and study, we learn that all life is connected. It’s the Ego that hates and causes war. With some breakthroughs, we might actually experience this reality of enlightenment in the center, and begin to actually live with that mindset.

“The Ego is the program that runs personality, the body, and interactions with others on the physical plane. It can be a very useful tool. The Ego only becomes destructive when a person identifies the Ego as her or his whole being. That brings tremendous suffering, because the Ego is full of desires the fulfillment of which will never bring lasting happiness. Such as person becomes trapped in time and desires. If you take the perspective of the Ego, then there is suffering as the Ego struggles to preserve its identity in the face of the Soul’s desire to merge with God.” (Riverhead, 2000, pg. 80.)

Ram Dass suggests that to conquer suffering, one needs to shift perspective. Doing so isn’t as easy as snapping our fingers. We’re dealing with a lifetime of conditioning and Ego entrenchment deep and pervasive as the blood vessels in our own body. The natural order of the Three Realms of Being for an enlightened person is atman in the center, the eternal soul surrounding the atman, and the transient, ever-hungry Ego displaced from center stage, into the third realm. When this adjustment is made one realizes that I’m more than Charles (or you); I’m more than my career, more than my body, more than my problems, more than my sufferings, and far more than any illness. Many spiritual aspirants of diverse paths have attempted to purge the Ego, with rare and marginal success. Lotus Sutra-based Buddhism can explain this error of perspective from the standpoint of engyo, or unification of the three truths.

En’yo no santai postulates that the Three Truths of ke-ku-chu are not separate in that each contains the other in a singular truth. Santai is a perfectly round truth and aptly depicts (our) life. Ke is the truth of temporary existence that is physical like our bodies. It also represents the Id, the raging realm of impulses for survival and reproduction. Ke is the realm of the Ego. Ku is the truth of non-substantiality, nonlocality, potential, and the dynamics of karmic effect in our lives. Most people are taught that chu is the middle way and render that superficial representation as a social or behavioral means for living a proper Buddhist life. Chu is a far deeper concept than the term the “middle way.” It seems to me that a more clear definition of chu is supreme spiritual essence.

If we can visualize the above template and view it through the lens of the Three Truths, then we can benefit from this fundamentally sound idea of changing our perspective. When we substitute “ke” for the Ego, “ku” for soul, and “chu” for atman, we have arrived at a better understanding of how to reorient our life so that attachment and selfish craving are moved from the center, where the Ego has always ruled. In the Ego’s place we assert atman or chu. In other words, we move Buddhahood to the center. Encircling this pure center is the soul or ku. Strict Buddhist ontology denies the existence of the “soul,” as rendered in Judeo-Christian mythology. Try and see beyond a narrow understanding of the soul and envision it as our transcendent entity that rides the wheel of rebirth, karmic warts and all.

Each being has a personal energy with unique karmic tendencies. By placing ku or the soul around our center, we are connected with all life. The Ego, which has been displaced becomes like a small child vying for attention from its mother. By consciously maintaining awareness of our new order of being, the cries of the Ego grow more faint and humble - never quite gone, somewhat like an untrained dog on a leash growing weary from barking. Prayer makes this change possible. Because the absolute is not “out there,” but actually inside us, we can transform our life into an enlightened state. The sooner we make this transition, the better. Theory is inferior to practice in this matter and wholly inadequate when facing illness or death.

We all have lessons to learn. A change in perspective can make an important difference in our struggle to win against the assaults of aging and death. Ram Dass has taught me another lesson, beyond “be here now.” I pass it on to you.

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September 05, 2004

Soka Under Siege

On September 6th, Forbes.com will publish a scathing article on the SGI. Its title is Sensei’s World and explores SGI finances and president Ikeda with all the tact of a drunken soccer fan. Perhaps a better title would have been “Capitalist Devils vs. Corporate Buddhism.” Daimoku works in mysterious ways. I became privy to Forbes advanced copy because I was still on an email list of SGI leaders, even though I left (ran from) the SGI a year ago. The sender wrote, “Thought some other folks should be aware of it before their members read it and go into a panic.” What that really means in SGI speak is “get ready to spin this.”

I doubt that there will be wide spread panic in the ranks of the SGI over more bad press. How many SGI-USA members are actually reading Forbes.com? Don’t they have a backlog of several thousand PI speeches to catch up on? SGI members have always been conditioned to regard any criticism of their leader or the organization as an assault of tenji-ma, the most powerful sansho-shima in Buddhism. All negative accusations are regarded as slander, falsehoods, and inevitable persecution from spreading the correct Law. To weather such assaults is considered the mark of a wise person with strong and correct faith. After all, didn’t Nichiren endure and overcome countless persecutions in the name of the Lotus Sutra?

“This obstruction (tenji-ma) is usually said to take the form of oppression by men of power.” (A Dictionary of Buddhist Terms and Concepts, pg. 461-462, NSIC, 1983). SGI logic is to take the position that because president Ikeda is the master, his actions and direction are at one with the will of Nichiren and the earliest realization of kosen-rufu. Questioning the motives, core doctrines, or finances of the SGI is viewed as breaking the harmonious unity of the believers according to SGI interpretation of Nichiren Buddhism. Persist in your query and you will be isolated from the group.

It’s important that people read this article. It exposes the contradictions projected by the SGI and it demonstrates the journalistic ineptitude of Forbes. The article makes numerous allegations without much proof. The members have heard all these allegations before. What bothers me is that the members aren’t demanding honest answers to some very serious issues. If the SGI doesn’t come clean on everything associated with their finances and behavior, hardboiled journalists will systematically expose every aspect of the SGI in a light that will make it difficult to spin.


The following are some of the issues discussed in the article. I’ll keep my comments brief.

Point One: “…the sometimes messianic and perpetually self-aggrandizing Daisaku Ikeda.”

Here’s a valid point. I have personally wrestled with the mentor-disciple relationship when it’s apparent that the members don’t really know what PI has actually written or said. How many of his books and speeches have been ghostwritten? How much adulation does one person need? PI and his supporters must put a stop to creating a personality cult that is painfully obvious to everyone outside the organization. I suspect that even the Buddha would reject such transparent hero worship. Enough! There is even surly mention about the Gandhi, King, Ikeda traveling exhibit. Although I believe that PI is a great man, I think it should have been the Gandhi, King, Nelson Mandela exhibit. Now there’s someone who exemplifies the spirit of peace, pacifism, and moral victory.

Point Two: The SGI is estimated to be worth $100 Billion ten years ago because of its tax exempt status in Japan, the US and elsewhere – with no accountability to how its money is raised or spent. SGI brings in conservatively $1.5 billion a year from sales of funeral plots, assorted religious paraphernalia, books, and 5.5 million newspapers daily (distributed by volunteers).

Here’s a problem. Forbes didn’t name their source except to say this estimate of $100 Billion was from a parliamentarian ten years ago and the SGI disputed this amount but did not offer any more information. Where are the facts and the identification of sources? I’ve seen better journalism in the National Enquirer.

I, too, have some questions based on the SGI wealth, whether its $10-50-100 or $200 billion. 1. What are the salaries and benefits of all SGI professionals? 2. How much wealth does the SGI really have? 3. How much does the SGI bring in yearly and where does that money go? 4. What is PI’s salary? What is his net worth? It is alleged that PI is one of the wealthiest men in all of Asia. If he is truly wealthy, how did he get that way considering that he supposed to be a salaried religious executive? Are his book revenues (ghostwritten or not) returned to the SGI coffers or is there a split in royalties? This issue is important because PI’s books are extensively promoted in our publications, promoted by the leaders and members by word of mouth, and many of his writings are study texts required for tests and lectures. Many of these books are printed, distributed, and sold in SGI tax-free bookstores, staffed by volunteers. It’s forbidden to use the organization to sell products or services, except if it’s SGI sanctioned and related. Why then, should one man profit from sales to a captive audience of 12 million? Is it ethical for PI or anyone to become wealthy on the backs of the members, even if they willingly give of themselves?

The vast wealth and power of PI and the SGI brings to mind a very important issue of succession. Will this wealth and power eventually be transferred to his son, some time after his death? The legitimacy of PI’s tenure and motives will be revealed by who succeeds him, since he is on record denying hereditary rule. We shall see. It would be a shame to pass on the kosen-rufu baton to a family member instead of the most qualified person, be they man or woman.

Point Three: In 1965 PI was quoted by a writer: “I am the king of Japan; I am its president; I am the master of its spiritual life; I am the supreme power who entirely directs its intellectual culture.” Again, there was no source given. Having read most everything translated into English by PI for 31 years, I doubt that this statement is true. It sounds to me like mistaking and a mistranslation of Nichiren’s famous comments of being the sovereign, teacher and parent of Japan. In my opinion, this quote by an unnamed source is probably bogus.

Point Four: The article asserts that there is disharmony discrimination, and religious-based pressure at Soka University. The Southwell case that was settled out of court is used as an example of how the long, strong hand of the SGI was influencing the faculty. The article suggests that most if not all the non-SGI faculty wanted to leave.

Anyone who has had any substantive experience with the professional leadership of the SGI shouldn’t be surprised by these allegations. Micro-management is the SGI way. However, I’m certain that the SGI will do a good job in educating its students. Some of the most polished and brilliant people I’ve have ever known graduated from Soka University in Japan. The school is well funded and the students are all business.

Point Five: Lisa Jones is used as an inside source on SGI philosophy, something I feel she is well qualified and within her rights to do. “In the sect’s meeting halls Soka members exercise the “life-enhancing” power of chanting. Believers are encouraged to be “many in body, one in mind.” This means, “You have to fulfill sensei’s [Ikeda’s] dreams instead of your own,” maintains Lisa Jones, a former aide and follower who ghostwrote an Ikeda book and now maintains a Soka-doubter Web site. “His dream of kosen-rufu, or what Soka members call ‘world peace,’ which will be achieved when one third of the world chants, one third merely celebrates Ikeda, and the other third doesn’t care,” she says.

“It’s not nice to fool mother-nature,” and apparently it’s not a good idea to play hardball with Lisa Jones. I’m not sure what transpired between her and the SGI, but whatever it was caused her to take on the giant like an inspired David. From her writings it’s clear to me that she loves Nichiren Buddhism. She’s smart, articulate, and tough. If she was qualified to ghostwrite a book for PI, then she’s qualified to translate the philosophical bottom line. I’ve never heard her explanation of the three conditions for kosen-rufu or itai-doshin explained exactly as she was quoted, but they capture the gist of the current SGI philosophy.

In conclusion, this article will do no more than create an illusion in the minds of the members that the press is falsely accusing the SGI again, exactly as the Lotus Sutra and Gosho warn. Mythology will be used internally to quash serious investigation. As a member, to question the ethics, doctrine, and motives of SGI is tantamount to disrupting the harmonious unity, an offense that will incur the most serious kind of karmic punishment. This wrathful deity with clenched fist is enough to make the most senior leader quiver and quake like a mouse cornered by a cat. What will it take for the members to demand and get answers? If the allegations were just a few minor things, it’s understandable that the members and public might refute the charges out of hand as sensationalism or jealousy. But the allegations keep coming from all over the world – serious allegations. It’s hard to believe that every allegation is baseless persecution and slander. How wonderful it would be if there were one religion that could lead you to enlightenment, make you perfectly happy, and create world peace. As much as SGI members need to believe in the greatness of the SGI, something is not right and it must be fixed. Maybe Forbes is a zenchisiki.

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September 02, 2004

Perfectly Frank

Death has a way of getting your attention. I lost my dad, mom, and only brother over a three-year period at the end of the 90s. Last week, my favorite uncle died. Frank was the youngest son on my mom’s side of the family. His passing caused deep reflection. He used to call me Lama. I chanted to connect with his life and spirit. I started to laugh so hard tears rolled down my eyes. There was no sorrow in me, just boundless appreciation.

Frank was one of those late life surprises for my grandparents. He was a 50s kind of character who once sported a ducktail and liked muscle cars. The last time we spoke was after my book came out. In his flippant manner, he asked me if chanting could help him get an erection? “Now there’s another book,” he said.

My French-Canadian family moved to the southwest side of Chicago in the mid-1870s. They were a tough but deeply religious bunch. The men drank a lot. For example, my great-grandfather died on his way to the neighborhood tavern at age 86. My grandfather was known to drink a shot of cheap whiskey with his breakfast. He also smoked a couple packs of unfiltered cigarettes a day, interspersed with a big cigar that he puffed until it became a soggy piece of charred chaw that he popped into his mouth and chewed like penny candy. Yes, he swallowed the juice. This was my uncle Frank’s environment.

Right after the great depression, there were people who could hardly feed or clothe their kids. Frank’s playmate became one Earl Pionke. My ever-benevolent yet dirt-poor grandparents raised Earl as their own even though they had five other kids in the house. In Chicago during the 60s and 70s, The Earl of Old Town (and that area) became the city’s epicenter for folk music, comedy, and the hippie movement. Near the corner of North and Wells, The Earl of Old Town was immediately across the street from Second City, the comedy club that gave birth to so many Saturday Night Live alum. Frank spoke of sitting at the bar talking to Earl when someone like Bob Dylan, John Belushi or Roger Ebert would come in to quench their thirst, have a burger, and listen to some great live music.

Frank was a high school English teacher and coach of the debate team. His warped sense of humor never ceased to amaze me. When my grandmother died, I sat with him in the balcony of the church, watching with seething anger the scene of my 83-year-old grandfather having to slavishly stand up and kneel down on hard wood to the banal entreaty of the parish priest. After selflessly serving the Church for generations, that priest refused to offer graveside services because the burial plots my parents had donated weren’t in a Catholic cemetery. Frank just smiled at me and said, “Who needs him? Grandma thought he was a mope anyways.” That calmed me down.

Frank was the first to break the romantic race barrier and the only sibling of my mom to spark up a doobie. When I was coming of age, he sent me a subscription to Mad Magazine and gave me a copy of “Catcher in the Rye” to read. After retiring, Frank got divorced and traveled all over the country and overseas. Eventually he got remarried. Hopefully my book on visualization inspired him to restart his love life. Frank had no enemies and lived life his way, until the end. Having just returned home from yet another long trip where he visited all his children, he died in his sleep. We should all be that lucky.

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